My pain doesn’t cause you hurt
I guess that’s as should be
In the end I stand alone
Alone, though never free
You’re right, of course, it’s true
I’ve done far worse you say
You say I’ve walked away
Left nothing more to say
And that’s why you’ve moved on
Made your life up anew
Who am I to complain?
What am I, now, to you?
A monster plucked from hell
With hope to salvage, save
A hope you found was doomed
I am the lowest knave
So aim more knives at me
Cut me down to size
Hew me close to ground
So I will never rise
Join the laughing crowd
You won’t hear me complain
For I am dead inside
I won’t protest again.
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I need to fill this up with much better content than I had populated it with earlier. Why I write a blog maybe? I started blogging in 2009 or thereabouts. I was a newly turned atheist and wanted to converse with others of the same persuasion. We're not exactly a big population group in India! It didn't go very well and I sort of lost interest, posting a few things now and then.
I got a lot more regular over the last few months and have been posting almost daily since February '15. There were many reasons why I gradually became more regular in posting, but one way or the other, here I am! So this blog has taken shape, being at different points in time my showcase, my comedy club, my art gallery, my book club, my therapist, my close friend, my innermost self....but always my little corner of the world. You are all welcome to visit and I hope you stay awhile!
A few points about me because I don't want to lead anyone on(and trust me this does become an issue more often than I'd care to admit).
I'm Indian, the brown-skinned variety; if race, ethnicity or skin colour is an issue, you don't have to get to know me any more than what you see on my blog.
I'm 40, so if age is an issue, please be informed accordingly.
I was a doctor, an ophthalmic surgeon for 10 years before I quit practice.
dead inside… sobbing
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Too deep for tears sometimes……
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sometimes…
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Painful .
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Greater pain than any I know.
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